January 2012
33 posts
i've been programming for like an hour and a half.
gah’damn, my program better be finished by tomorrow at 11.
i’m so stressed, and sick and weak.
and worried.
fuck.
and life’s not fair.
i am beyond excited.
GIRLS THAT ARE "MAARTE"
STFU.
It surprises me.
This new year really is a new start for me. The first few days have been an extreme emotional rollercoaster. I’m letting go of a life I worked so hard to build up.
But it surprises me because I’m feeling as confident as ever. The world really is mine at this point.
And I’m not just talking to myself, everyone reading this should know that the world is yours. take it.
-_____-
when i came home, i came with: one purse, one backpack, one laundry basket, one storage box, one fabric box, and one large luggage. and who else knows what else.
i’m coming back with: one large luggage, two storage boxes, fabric box, a backpack and a purse. and who knwos what else i’ll be bringing -_-
i hate myself for always bringing everything. i’m honestly so freaking dumb....
to do.
Things to pack/do
accessories in beige fabric box.
notebooks/books/expo markers/all school supples in general. in backpack/uci bookstore bag.
buy physics 2 book.
throw away all the mess and clutter in my room. goodbye waterbottles that have been siting around doing nothing.
bring novels that i plan to read during the year. in backpack.
bring dawson’s creek season 1, supernatural season...
CAN I JUST EXPLODE?
I’m watching MIOBI and i’m seriously dying.
so good.
anaisabel: This picture is from one year ago, when... →
anaisabel:
This picture is from one year ago, when Kyle drove from L.A. to Chula Vista and made it to me by 11:57 to be with me at midnight. It was honestly like a perfect moment out of some cheesy-ass movie and something I’ll never, ever forget. Since then, we’ve definitely had our ups and downs and…
YOU TWO ARE THE CUTEST.
just had the most productive 20 minutes I've had...
feels goood.
IM SO PISSED
so i’ve been waiting FOREVER for this class to open up. and there are three things to enroll in: LECTURE, DISCUSSION AND TUTORIAL.
Lecture… I’m free. CHECK.
Disucssion.. I’m free. CHECK.
TUTORIAL.. I’M NOT FUCKING FREE ITS A CLASS I CANT MOVE. FUCK.
so now i’m PRAYING that that spot doesn’t go to anybody ):
A Little girl, 3 yrs. old picked up by a man...
I AM SO HUNGRY.
WAHHHH,
in four months and something days, I turn 20.
The closer I get to turning 20, the more I hear myself asking, “what the fuck am I doing with my life?”
#iwanttobeakidforever
December 2011
54 posts
IDGAF.
The opposite of love isn’t hate, it’s indifference. Someone once told me that, and I don’t care enough to look up who actually said it.
Well, here it is, the “I DON’T CARE”. Yeah, I wasn’t there before. Yeah, I’ve fucked up by not being a good friend in the past, but if there’s ANYTHING I’ve learned it’s that it’s never too...
some things i found while cleaning out my room.
I used to have so many pairs of sunglasses. I used to wear those giant bead bracelets, like everyone else. I used to collect canvas belts and wear a different color with every outfit.
when i did taekwondo! Found all my belts.
golf! I got these in a gift bag from my coach.
BACK IN THE SIXTH GRADE, we had to do weekly fundraisers for Sixth Grade Camp. So bake sales at Sunday Mass. When we...
cleaning out my room
so many memories.
YOURE SO EXCLUSIVE.
THINGS YOU SHOULD NEVER PAY FOR:
water
and shipping.
My 2011 Recap.
2011 was a good year for me. I went from the highest of highs to rock bottom, but managed to survive with maturity and lessons well learned.
2011…
…brought me my highest college gpa to date. Back then, it felt like I wasn’t doing enough, now I wish I could go back, I would appreciate that gpa in a heartbeat. …brought me my lowest college gpa to date. Hitting rock bottom...
All I want to do now
is drive up to SF to see my boyfriend ):
my dad is the best man in the world.
now downloading
misfits, dexter & grimm :)
